Recently I've been getting pretty confused about my feelings and I feel like the best place to vent is to you gorgeous women of <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> because you always enlighten me in some way💖

So, around a month ago I met this girl. I know I'm bi and I went to a gay club and we talked and danced and arranged to go out for a drink. I only thought of it as a casual date and nothing more because she lives in germany and was only here for another month but at pride she told people I was her girlfriend even though we never discussed it and a few days before I went to a festival and got with this guy, who's a friend of mines mate and I'd seen him in school and he was always the coolest person ever in my books so I did have a massive crush on him but ever since I went with him I've been super distracted from the girl and I feel so guilty -even though she's made out and got hickeys from some strangers and we never said we were going out.

If it was just that dilemma I'd be able to handle it BUT sober me at the festival really liked this other guy and he asked me out for a drink too and he's so lovely and I could see us actually being together romantically. It all just stresses me out that I can't put all my feelings to one person! Like I would never consider myself a slut (as im still a virgin and this is the craziest drama ive ever been involved in) but I do like affection and just kinda feel like I'm shitty for it.. I just needed to let it off my chest as I can't really tell anyone else🙁