Mc help


I went in for a doctors appt 4 wks ago to find out my baby had no heart beat and stopped growing. So weird because I went in for a ultrasound at 13 weeks and had a heart beat and everything. I was 15 wks and baby was 12. I delivered but placenta did not come out with the baby so I had a d&c.; It was our first baby. I’m devastated I’m heart broken I have all these mixed emotions. Some days I’m fine other are bad. Does it ever get better? How long did it take for you? Did you do therapy? Did you have kids after? How long did it take?