Insecure

I’ve always kind of felt a bit insecure because when I shave my vagina I don’t shave everything off and I leave a patch on the top because I have a fat vagina and once I shaved all the hair off and I thought that it looked so ugly so I like to keep a bit on because I think it looks nice. My boyfriend has never complained or said anything but I’m feeling kind of paranoid that men hate vaginas with any hair and I feel too embarrassed to ask my boyfriend what he thinks lol which I know is bad. Do you think I should be insecure about it? Or is this completely normal and still nice to men?? Mine is kind of like the picture