Praying this is our month!!

I'm staring to lose hope. I turned 41 on Feb 15. I've been TTC baby #1 for over 2 yrs. I had a D & C and hysteroscopy surgery in May 2016. Once we got the ok to try again in June 2016, we started trying again with no luck so far. Dr believes I had a miscarriage during that time before we even knew we were pg. I’m praying this is my month. Af due in 4 days. I’m been super nauseous lately and bloated. Weird feelings in stomach. I’m praying it’s my rainbow baby.