Two more days until my ultrasound. My husband is so excited he is nagging me like crazy about needing to rest (I’m not broken), and all I can do is think of all the what if’s. I planned this baby for years and now I can’t remember anything we planned. It is starting to feel real in a way that is scaring the heck out of me. My first kid was years and years ago. Who starts over? Anxiety always was my best friend 😫🤱🤩🤯