Rock Bottom

So long story short, I’ve basically hit rock bottom with my mental health lately. I’m been so stressed and anxious about things and I’ve been pushing people away because of it, including my s/o.

I just turned 20, just moved into and am paying rent for the first time in my own apartment, starting a second job, starting my junior year of college, it’s just all been overwhelming me lately.

And now my boyfriend told me he want to take a break. I told him how I’ve been feeling anxious and stressed and that’s why I’ve been pushing him away, and that I just need him right now, and his suggestion is to take a break. Which is the opposite of what I needed.

I guess I just need some advice or even just words of encouragement, anything helps ❤️