So I’m editing this post because part of it got deleted but my boyfriend is a pilot and normally we see each other about every two weeks and last time we saw each other we made plans for this weekend since I was out of school now that this weekend has rolled around plants still are not sure and he doesn’t want me to come see him or he doesn’t wanna come here and nothing really decided the following message I posted is what I sent him and his response to that was maybe we should just wait until Nashville which will be two weeks from now and that’s only for like two days and I’m really confused so I called him practically crying on the phone and he’s like just relax there’s no need to be crying you’re going to see me but I’m just so confused like I don’t know why he’s doing this and I don’t know like if you truly like cares about me or why I don’t know if somethings going on I’m just so lost..

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Hey babes... so I totally woke up and couldn’t fall back asleep I tried closing my eyes and pretending I was laying next to you all cuddled, I can’t wait!!!! But honestly babes I just pulled tickets there the same price I just wanna be honest I really wanna come to you I got so excited when we talked about it on Saturday when you called in the morning made me so happy to hear you talk about it!!! It was so nice just to get away from here and come see my favorite person. But I don’t wanna flight you on it... I just want u to know how I feel. That’s why I wanted to tell you I’ve been so hard headed on it because I really really really wanted to come to you. I don’t care about what it will cost or anything else it’s what I wanted. But if u don’t want that and u really wanna come here fine... come. We can stay at the beach house spend the weekend down there. We can go out to eat one night I can make u breakfast in the morning 😍😍 maybe we can cook dinner together one night who knows anything lol but I would really wanna do Thursday - Sunday like we talked about.. idk if u come here I’m just scared time will get cut :/