I am so fed up with ttc have been trying for nearly 15 years and not a single baby to show i have pcos and well just don’t have periods. Tried Clomid but as i never ovulate or have period was a total waste of time. I have a bmi off 35 which i cannot get to the magic 30 they want for my 1 allowed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> treatment. I guess i should give up now im approaching 40 and my other half 50. My baby sister announced shes pregnant and i just cant say im happy while another family members just had an abortion and wants me to be happy she did that. No one seems to care about my feelings or how it may affect me im fed up of failing as a woman the one thing im supposed to be designed to do i cant do that right.