This is going to sound really lame, but I need to talk to someone about it.

I’m an avid Sims player, and I recently made a family with myself, and my boyfriend.

Anywayyyy, we do the woohoo and whatnot, and my sim was pregnant. My sim gave birth. And what popped up on the screen made me burst into tears.

“Rachel and Cody had twins!”

See, I was pregnant with twins, and lost my baby b at ten weeks along. I wasn’t allowed to grieve because I was only 17. People were saying how lucky I was because then I’ll only be a teen parent to 1 baby instead of 2.

I never allowed myself to cry about it. My daughter is now 5 months, and I’m finally able to be upset about it. I want my other baby. I want

them to be here, with me, and my daughter.

💔