Breakup

My boyfriend just broke up with me I’m in a serious depression I haven’t stopped crying for a week know every single day! He’s the love of my life I honestly wanna die I try to move on and be fine but I can’t! He meant the world to me and I cant even look at other boys cause I love him! Everyday he text me to bother be or insult me and I cry more! I know he a bad addiction but I love him! Since we were doing long distance, he broke up with me by a phone call! The only way I’m going to be able to move on is if I see him in person but he’s not willing to! What should I do?