Gallbladder removal surgery; need help calming down 😩

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I’m needing gallbladder surgery. It’s going to happen soon. Just have to schedule at this point. It’s symptomatic colitis, so I only have pains when the tiny stones travel. Talk about ouch! I was diagnosed at 3weeks PP c-section and I’m now going on 4 months pp. I thought it was just gas pains but nope.

So I need it out and I’m really really scared! More so of the anesthesia. I’m scared to not wake up. I’m scared to not be here for my baby girl.

Anything to help ease my mind would be great and stories of your own would help as well.

Please reassure me that I’m not being a big baby.

I also don’t know what to do about scheduling. I want it done like yesterday but my daughter is having heart surgery the 29th and she’ll need me. My husband want me to get it done a week before her surgery whereas my mom is chiming in telling me to go for it after my daughter ends her 2 weeks of recovery.