Starting to panic about the birth

Lou

I am starting to panic about the birth now I am nearly half way! My 12 year old son was 8lb 13 and the labour and was a breeze but my 8 year old son was 10lb 4 😳 and the birth was absolute hell, I remember asking the midwife to just let me die! My consultant said I can only have a c section if there is a medical reason but I am absolutely terrified of giving birth again!