Venting..

Hey everyone,

So I just need to vent a little bit, me and my boyfriend of almost 5 years broke up and we have a 9 month old together... he said we’re going to get back together but really I don’t know things haven’t been so good for awhile. There’s this guy I work with and he’s been a really good friend of mine for over a year now but we started talking in a more flirtatious way. We went out and had some drink and kissed and have been really talking sexually for awhile. I knew/know it’s just a fling because I just wanted the attention from someone, he gave me confidence and made me feel good about myself that he wanted me. But I’ve started to catch feelings, I just quit my job (I’ve been looking for a new job for awhile) but now I’m regretting it cause I’m afraid we won’t talk once I leave and that he’ll just start talking to my replacement who’s much skinnier and prettier than me... idk it’s all just brought me down and made me feel like shit about myself. I just don’t feel like I will be able to find someone who genuinely wants me for anything other than sex... I definitely don’t think I give myself enough credit for my looks but since I’ve had my son I don’t feel comfortable in my body anymore.. ugh I hate that I feel this way