Of my marriage in the beginning of my pregnancy my so called “husband “ didn’t want the baby he forced me to abort but just couldn’t get through that. I feel like every time I run back to him my life gets miserable but when I’m at my family’s house I’m more happy and free. He continues to use our son as an excuse saying the kids happiness matters. My whole entire pregnancy I’ve been stressed out and depressed he can’t pay the rent and we have a 3 day notice of repossession I feel like me being with him Me and my son are suffering. I’ve brought every single thing for our daughter and not once has he brought her shit but a diaper bag. He wasn’t even here for our baby shower besides this baby being healthy this has been the worse pregnancy ever. I wish I would’ve went with open adoption idk how I’m going to take care of 2 kids I work at a hospital as a cna making 14 hourly which isn’t enough. I just wanted to come on here and vent . PLEASE NO RUDE CONMENTS