I don’t know what to do.

Ok so basically when I was 12 I was sexually harassed by my bf. You might be thinking “bf at 12” yes that happened. But anyways it’s been hard for me to cope with it. I am in high school now and people still bring it up. I don’t know how they know. I have tried therapy. It kinda helped but not really. On top of that I have people saying I am ugly, I am fat and it really brings me down. I have friends but sometimes I feel like they 100% there for me. I want that to change. I also what guys to stop asking for booty pics and like say “if I send u send” and stuff like that. Women aren’t just toys. But like if your that horny then go on porn hub😂. But like I honestly don’t know how to cope with this pain. I have held it in for so long and I think it’s time to let it out but 😐 life and school just puts so much stress on me I can’t even.