I'm emotionally and physically tired from this ttc journey 9 months and an ectopic later here I am 3 days from AF and I am dreading testing. I give myself headaches staring at the test so hard looking for a glimmer of hope. This is harder than I ever imagined. I have pcos and I knew it would take work but after my loss on March I want it more than ever. I'm trying to stay positive but ttc takes over all my thoughts lately. Just needed to vent for a second. Baby Dust to all you ladies!