Just want to introduce myself

Vikkie
Hi my name is vikkie I have been pregnant 4 times but only have one living child so far I lost my first baby at the 12 week scan measuring 8 weeks :/ then had my son who is almost 3 then I lost my 2nd baby at 18 weeks 1 day ( was a girl I named her Emily ) last week I found out I'm pregnant again not sure how far as my last period was the end of may ( they think I ovulated late ) I had bloods done first lot were 63 second lot 5 days later we're over 500 I've also done a cb digital which says 3+ I'm so anxious that things aren't gonna work out again :-( I don't have many symptoms either so makes me think the worst sorry for long post needed to write it somewhere xx