I'm so frustrated at this point it's like I really want a second child but not able to get pregnant it's frustrating me I see all my friends getting pregnant announcing they having a boy a girl going to baby shower after baby shower I'm just wishing when is my time I want my little boy or my little girl I want to have a baby shower I want to complete my family it's so frustrating my head hurts I think I'm just overthinking things I don't want to take a pregnancy test because I know it's going to negative so I'm like just wait until my period shows up 😥😥💔💔💔 i done become a godmother to 3 children because i just love kids i know my time gonna come soon or one day