Hi Guys! It's me again.

So i wanted some insight or advice from you ladies.

So I'm actively TTC (if you didn't already know) and last month during what i think were my fertile days we used preseed when we BD. I just turned 26 two weeks ago. On my birthday I did not want to do anything, I was so emotional and ended up sitting at home crying all day. Pitiful, right? Since then I have been the same way.. I thought I could shake that feeling and just wake up the next day feeling normal but it hasn't went away I'll just get really sad out of nowhere and start crying. I've also been pretty irritable. I keep telling my SO that i feel depressed because I don't know how else to explain it.

I have the <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">glow app</a> and also ovia. Ovia tells me I was supposed to start my period on the 2nd which was 8 days ago and glow tells me I was supposed to start 4 days ago. My period is usually pretty regular, but I don't want to take a pregnancy test because I'm scared of seeing the BFN.

ALL i keep telling myself is..