Wanted to go naturally. Water broke at 3:10am. Son was born at 5:50pm via c-section. Didn't happen. Baby daddy left after 4 hours of my son being on this earth. Went home to play video games and didn't come back until 9:30pm the next day. Argued with me the whole next day and left. Hasn't seen his son or asked about him since. We've had several conversations since and I waited to see if he would ask about him. Finally confronted him about it 7 days after my son was born. He said he's been busy. The only thing I was afraid of when it came to being pregnant was being cut open. I was terrified and they took me into the operating room alone. I was shaking so bad you could hear my teeth clicking with my mouth shut. They put me to sleep and did the surgery. His heart rate kept dropping when I had contractions. This is the happiness that I have. The only reason I am living right now. I am depressed when it comes to everything else but he is the sunshine after the rain. The light at the end of my tunnel. Amari.