What are the chances after 4 losses...

I've been avoiding glow most of this month while baby dancing and such. I'll be due tomorrow but I'm trying to not think about anything as much. But anyways.

I've had 4 pregnancy losses in 2 years.

3 were full blown nasty knew what it was off the back, and one was a chemical. Back in may when I got news at my check in with my ob after being told at the ER I was pregnant with a very low hcg level, that I was decreasing in numbers so the outburst of bleeding and tissue I experienced on April 14(also the anniversary of my mom passing away) was a miscarriage. He was half ass explaining statistics on women and chances of healthy pregnancies. But he didn't really make it clear

I know after one, Its said that you'll carry a healthy baby. But then he said once you're over 3+ its likely you'd be at higher risk for another pregnancy loss? But ive also had an ob tell me after so many you're less likely to miscarry? I'm confused about it.

Idk my miscarriages has just been on my mind lately, but not in a like woe is me kinda way. But a...I look back and just realize kinda way. Can someone clue me in so I can put my mind at ease?

Here on the 27th it'll be a year and five months we've been TTC for our first full term. We had a loss in April, and a chemical in December. And if all else fails by Feb when it hits two years, I wanna see about seeking some help with clomid or whatever to help out with it all. I know you're eligible for the help after a year of ttc with no luck, but we are just so determined and helpful that we wanted to give it a shot for another year.