I feeling kind sad

It’s been 6 months I broke up with my boyfriend and I got pregnant from him I am 33 weeks pregnant already but my ex said that he want take responsibility of my son as well too but the thing I am living with my mom because before when we was in a relationship we was planning move together but everything change and go down now we have different routes we are living in Austin tx my ex living at north Austin and I’m living with my mom in south Austin and it’s really weird for me every time he text me and want to know about my son health with every appointment I had in the clinic this is the only way he want communicate I don’t know if he doesn’t really care about my son if he didn’t go any appointment or ultrasound of my son now that my son it’s almost about to born he is not really curious to ask me if I need help to buy stuffs for my baby sometimes my mom spending her money on buying things for my baby and my ex said I will not let my son behind and I will always take care of him today Saturday he came to my mom house check on me and asked me if I am good if I need anything I just told him that I was good and I don’t need nothing of him that he only need to care of the responsibility he said he want take care of (my son) he have a new girlfriend and when he came see me he was trying to hug me and I move because I feel annoying for what he is doing and I told him to if you have your girlfriend you should respect her because he use me like a toy and try to make her girlfriend stupid too so he got sad and feel bad and he left I mean I’m don’t like to do this kinda things but before he leave he touch my bump and try to feel my son but it’s always weird everytime I got in a conversation with my ex I feel my belly really hard and my baby doesn’t move and my ex try to feel him but my son don’t want make any move so after my ex left to go back work i was laying down in my bed and my son start moving a lot a lot and it’s really weird and sometimes I don’t find any answer why my baby don’t move when his dad is near to touch my belly but when his dad left he move a lot plus my baby still in my belly and doesn’t reorganize his dad voice my son only reorganize my mom voice and my uncle voice but from his dad none also I was always having arguments with my ex this one of the things we broke up because he took me away from the world he made me quit my job leave my apartment lost my car I was good when I was working because I was having a good work and they pay me good now I’m struggling with money but my ex didn’t let me work because of my pregnancy but also it’s not worth it the help he is giving he think in the US i will buy anything with $50 dollar but he always make believe his friends that every two weeks he give me $400 and this is not true plus also like I said he had a lot of arguments because he made me quit from everything like my family,friends,social media, my job, my apartment, my car, and for what he did that I don’t know he took a lot of control of me and I guess I didn’t deserve that . Now I need to start from the beginning again and more now because my son is on the way and I will show my ex that I am not a loser I will show him that he lost someone who really love him and care about him but he didn’t deserve it until he see that he lost me forever.