How do you deal with it?

How does everyone deal with the pain of it not being your turn month after month? I was so sure I was pregnant this month but AF came today. Second month of Clomid and I just don’t know how to deal with this. I’ve been crying the last 3 days because I want this so badly and all of our friends are getting pregnant, having their gender reveals, etc. I want to be happy but I’m just so fucking sad.