Frustrated and need to vent

Krysti • I have 4 living children, two 1st trimester miscarriages, a stillborn son, and 2nd trimester miscarriage of my son.
Paid our premium late on our health insurance so it's not showing active they wouldn't see me so they want me to wait another 2 weeks before they can see me for my ultrasound. I am so frustrated insurance is active I even tried to give them the reference number so they could call and see it's still active. Ughh I want to see my baby and know it's okay. so I made an ultrasound appointment at a place over an hour away.