Has anyone ever been kinda sad at a negative pregnancy test even though they didn’t want a baby?

I had a pregnancy scare recently. And my boyfriend and I were both praying it would be negative because neither of us are ready for a kid yet. Were only in our second year of college, and we want to graduate before we think of having kids. And a baby is the last thing I want. But when I took the test and it came out negative, I was actually a little sad. Part of me was relieved, but mostly sad. This doesn’t add up...lol.