Recently I’ve been thinking about what I look like because I don’t feel confident in my own body. I’m going into 10th grade and I’m one of the oldest kids... but I don’t look like it. People talk about how others girls boobs are so small, and the boys think they’re not pretty but the truth is I hid myself under a Columbia jacket for the 9 months Because if theres are small then mine are non-existent. I’m 15 and I don’t fit in a small bra, a small sports bra yes, but never a padded bra.. I’ve tried eating fatty foods, exercising and nothing seems to work.. recently I went to my cousins place and too, some pictures but I also hid in a sweatshirt because I’m afraid of them seeing me..

But tonight I was talking to my dad, usually I’m really shy, but he recently went through a breakup and I felt like I could tell him. (My mom doesn’t live with us and hasn’t since I was 2)

He told me not to worry about them because they are jealous that I’m pretty but after last year I don’t feel like it. I don’t want to go back to school because I come home on the verge of tears everyday.. I’m laughed at, talked about, and shoved around like a rag doll.. but with Dad going through so much rn I don’t want to stress him anymore.. anybody have any tips before school starts cuz it’s hard to hide, and I’m getting to old to sit in the back with a jacket on in 90 degree weather?