2 boys, help me out

Hi guys, so I could reaally use some advice.

I have two guys that like me both a lot🤭. And I don’t know what to do or who to choose. I am sure y’all are going to say listen to your heart and etc, but I tried and it’s really hard. So I hope y’all can help me.💕

They both know that I don’t know who to choose so it isn’t like I’m doing this behind their back.

Okay so the first boy I met a year ago, like from the start we were immediately so attracted to each other and we became you know... friends with benefits😏

Beside from that, we had each others back and supported each other. We liked each other in the beginning, but he has some fight with my cousins so it could never work out. I never stopped liking him tho..

(I know him from my cousins bday)

The second guy is the sweetest guy I’ve ever met. I met him through work and we started flirting. Not long after that he kissed me and we just hang out together. We were already talking about relationships so I figured out it was for the best if I ended things with guy number 1.

But of course exactly then he had to tell me he liked me. He was afraid he was going to lose me and wanted me to know. At first I was irritated tbh, I mean just when I found somebody; he showed up. On the other hand, I never had been happier. The guy from my dreams liked me back, now I even dare to say he loves me. But idk what to do.

So please help me out.