Hope...

Danrio
This month seems different somehow. Maybe it's because my DH and I have been TTC for over 2 years and I need it to be different. Or, maybe, it is. I feel like hope is a double edged sword. You need it to keep going on, but then it can hurt you. How do you have just enough hope? 
Sorry to be a downer. These thoughts have been circling in my head all day and I have no one in my life who understands this.