Having to give a final good bye to your life long best friend because they no longer want to be in your life is seriously the worst thing ever. It’s harder when it’s your cousin who has been like your brother since birth. He has decided that he no longer wants to speak to me since he joined the marines and tonight I sent him one final message after trying to talk to him for almost 3 years now. I just have to let it and him go and it’s just breaking me. We used to be inseparable.