I'm sitting here coming off of meth right know, crying my eyes out on the end of my bed tired of feeling like this im tired I want to sleep, my body hurts, I'm shivering in the heat because im cold my chest is pounding my nails are clawing in my skin, can't stop pulling my hair out because i have nothing else to snort did it all lastnight this morning havent been to bed, trying to go to work body doesnt want me to, fucking just sitting here pacing back and forth. fuck i wish it will stop I want to be sober again I did it with the alcohol I did it with the crack i did it with the pills and cocaine, but Meth I cant its destroying me. Im here just to see if any one here has been an addict or an addict of friends of family, im trying to find hobbies and see what other did to over come this addiction what did they replace it with my family know of they do they will take everything I got the only person that is there is my aunt i just got done telling her about she is renting me a camper out in a few citys away so i can be away for a while Nd get help i need im from alabama i donti have insurance nor money for rehab that i dont think I really need it right know trying to stay on my own i dont have any friends all they are the same way. this is a quick recap and i know this doesnt belong on here (i use it for my period) but i figured some body might have advice on all steps I need to take to over come this. Im 20 been tried first time at 12 then hooked on everything else about 15 just giving ages so yall know how long it's been.