Not promising follow up

Went to my follow up appointment and still no heartbeat. My dr wants to wait one more week and then decide what to do from there.... not sure if I’m more sad or angry. I don’t even know if I can stomach starting fertility treatments all over again. Sigh i hate that I even have to consider that. Idk if I should continue laying in bed crying or try to get extra hours at work so that I can afford another Medicated IUI cycle and sperm. 😭 I’m so devastated.