I'm a FTM and I really want a boy. Social pressures and the fact Ididn't have an elder brother, the fact I was felt unwanted as I was the 4th daughter my parents had, has contributed towards this feeling.

It makes me feel so anxious that my baby is not a boy. I don't want to sound ungrateful but I needed to rant and be honest, that I would be disappointed if I found out it was a girl. I'm currently 12 weeks pregnant and in the UK 🇬🇧 you aren't officially told till 20 weeks.

The next 8 weeks will be the longest of my life 😔