High risk pregnancy...

Tamara • 28. Financial advisor.
Hi ladies. I'm Tamara, 28, and TTC baby #1. I already know the moment I get that BFP that I immediately have to see a high risk ob. May 15th of 2014 I was diagnosed with a saddle pulmonary embolism. Basically a blood clot so large it covers both lungs!! It was caused by my birth control at the time... otherwise I'm perfectly healthy. But now, to have a beautiful baby and not die, I will be high risk and have to inject myself twice a day with Lovanox. Just wondering if any of y'all have been through a high risk pregnancy and what that was like... or if any of y'all know you're going to have a high risk pregnancy, what are you thinking about it?? Looking for some knowledge!! Thanks!!