Jus have 2 pray

Well I had a still born in Nov 29 2003 and then I got pregnant after 11years later in Nov i found out but Dec 2014 I had a M/C I cry so much then I got pregnant again in Feb then guess wat another M/C on Easter after that I haven't got pregnant but for the 11years I ewasb in a relationship and couldn't get pregnant but got wit someone else and boom but now I don't k can't hold them so now my heart and soul is broken cause y am 34 will be 35 2morrow I haven't got my af yet I was suppose 2 come on the 24 of July then it change so am suppose 2 come on 2day I jus don't k been sick pregnancy test saying neg