Faint positive?!

I’m having a hard time accepting this is a positive. Probably because I’ve had so many miscarriages and a recent chemical pregnancy three months ago.

I peed on this and as seen in the picture below it instantly showed me a line before it even got to the other line. I am 2 days late according to the app. I’ve taken many tests over the last week and all have given me such a faint line that is so hard to even see without squinting, so this definitely looks stronger to me. What do y’all think? Am I going crazy?

My hubby works at the hospital and says he would consider this positive in the hospital but I’m clearly in denial. Fingers crossed this line will get darker as the days go by. 🤞🏻🙏🏼