Can it finally be my turn?? Doesnt feel real 😀

So was told by a infertility specialist that we have a 6-8 % chance of getting pregnant naturally. Also said that we are not candidates for

IUI

and that we can only do

IVF

(which we cant afford). We were heartbroken. Stopped birth control 4 years ago but actively started tracking ovulation and trying to have a baby 1 year ago and to hear I may never be able to have a baby is devastating. Especially after hearing your little sister is now preggo with her second baby and I still cant get one.

So at this point even tho I felt we timed everything right (like we do every month) I was already assuming I wasnt pregnant this month just like every other month. Even when i told my hubby i was having a pregnant symptom he said I'm sure your not pregnant 😔. That just made my hope go down even more especially when I took a test 8-9 dpo and got a negative

I wanted to give up but instead I just went to our den and broke down crying and prayed. So I was temping and had a drastic drop in temp but I'm 3 days away from my cycle it Never drops this early and I am really regular and know my body really well (I'm a professional symptom tracker lol jk). Then I had spotting! I have never been so happy to see spotting this had to be implantation bleeding I never start my cycle 3 days before EVER. But I still waited and tried not to get my hopes up to see if I get a full blown cycle and I didnt, just very small spotting through out the whole day. That has never happened before! My period usually starts off as a light spot then full blown bloody Mary within hours 0-100 real quick lol

I also have a slight headache and cramps, but still no AF just spotting! Can this be it????? I am dying of anticipation I'm going to take another test as soon as I can build up some urine guess now it's the waiting game

Wish me luck praying for this miracle

Update: guess my body likes to play sick games. Went to wipe and saw alot more than spotting I think AF showed her head. I'm going to take a test tomorrow morning just to make sure but looks like I may be out...... again I guess there's a first time for everything 😔 Everytime I'm at the point of giving up something different happens that gives me hope and then.....