I get so depressed sometimes I'm like on the lowest group in the food chain of the human race... 24, no car, no job, no money, stay at home mom, live an hour away from any family, no cable, no social life ... I just walk around life like a zombie... I have a 4 year old daughter... I don't feel like a good mother ... I get in relationships that start amazing and my daughter loves them... Then we live together because I can't hold a job... Or they "want to take care of me"... Then they turn into psychos... Treat me like crap, tear up my house, and hate my kid... Why can't life be easier... Sometimes I just don't think I can fight anymore.