Vagina after birth... I am mortified

I mean, don’t get me wrong.. I have a happy and healthy baby, and everything went fine with delivery. So that is the most important thing, I know. But I can’t help but feel awful at how LOOSE I am. I don’t get it. We just hit the six-week mark, and my SO and I had sex, and I’m out of this world loose. But I thought everything was supposed to go back because it’s like a “rubber-band.” I’ve been doing kegels, throughout pregnancy and after. I’m so upset. This was my first child.

Does it ever go back? What do I do. 😞