Cycles in your cycle!
Just wondering if anyone else experiences this...
Once I start my TWW a new cycle begins.... In my mind ?. First I'm very inquisitive and anxious, I frequently look at all the little hearts in my fertile window on the calendar. Did we do it enough? and at the right time?
Then I start noticing symptoms; nauseous, cramps, weepiness, etc. I google the same thing every month 'early pregnancy symptoms'. Cross reference. I then feel very hopeful.
Then, all of a sudden doubt and fear creep in and I start with, 'I'm not pregnant ' 'it's never going to happen' , 'arghhhh'. This stage is the worst because I go take a pregnancy test days early to try and put this months failure behind me. I test and it's a BFN...... But then a strange thing happens. hope creeps back in and I say to myself 'well there is still a chance, it was too early to test'.
Only to test days later and get another BFN or AF shows up. ?
It's an emotional roller coaster, that TWW!! I'm my own worst enemy.
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