I was ok until now.

Emma • 9 miscarriages & ectopics 🌈 #13 years TTC for our rainbow 🌈 31❤️
Basic story: 1st my bestfriend tried for baby no.2 one month trying & conceived..
Now!!! 8months later my nextdoor naighbour also trying for one month now pregnant.. 
How hard does this get!?
Almost 4 years trying so hard for our second baby, my brain condition has been settled now for over a year.. Why oh why god. 💔💦😫