So my baby's father knew what time my appt was today for my sonogram at the pregnancy center. Didn't wake up. I called his mom and his dad and his dad went to tell him. He didn't call me til I was already here. I said I'm just sittin here at the pregnancy gettin ready to be seen. He said why didn't you come get me? Oh because I called your dad and you didn't get up. Nobody called me back before I got here so I'm here. And he said he'd have his dad bring him. No ya know, just no. I'm done. I said it's in your best bet you just stay home. Click. I'm so done with this. He's not gonna grow up. He's not gonna be adult. He's a sick person and I don't want him around my kids. Period. I'm just done. So done. Anyway, I'm waiting to be seen. Please pray there's a heartbeat. God please I need there to be a heartbeat.