I'm going to be a crazy cat lady

After 2 rounds of 50mg Clomid and 2 IUI's, stupid AF showed up unwanted at 4am today. I pretty much cried myself back to sleep. At 7:46am I got a wonderful text from my BFF that she gave birth to her son so I cried some more (I am overjoyed for her but secretly wallowing in self pity). My poor credit card cannot handle anymore tests or IUI's. I'm so lost, idk what to do. Therefore, I'm going to become a crazy, married cat lady. Rant over... For now. 😔