I'm going to be a crazy cat lady

After 2 rounds of 50mg Clomid and 2 <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>'s, stupid AF showed up unwanted at 4am today. I pretty much cried myself back to sleep. At 7:46am I got a wonderful text from my BFF that she gave birth to her son so I cried some more (I am overjoyed for her but secretly wallowing in self pity). My poor credit card cannot handle anymore tests or <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>'s. I'm so lost, idk what to do. Therefore, I'm going to become a crazy, married cat lady. Rant over... For now. šŸ˜”