Lab Results - The Waiting

I hate when the nurses assistant calls and says my doctor wants to meet with me to go over my labs and a follow up other details. Nothing good ever comes from this and now I'm freaking out. I was diagnosed with HPV 2 years ago this July. I got it from my husband and his indescretion when we were in college. It's the high risk strain. I've had two colposcopies and a cryosurgery. I'm terrified this is going to 1) prevent us from conceiving and/or 2) lead to cervical cancer. This is so stressful and my husband feels so bad. Ugh, I just needed to vent to keep from crying.