Welp....

I am officially two days late. I feel like my AF isn't coming. This is month 9 of TTC #2 we have a 2 1/2 yr old. I really thought this whole thing was going to be easy just like with our daughter but its proving not to be. I feel like no way am I going to buy a preg. Test its a waste of money and just makes me depressed. If I get my AF then I do if I don't then I guess at that point I'll know! Anyone else in the same boat?