No ones getting excited or motivated

So we suffered a blighted ovum earlier this year. This is my second cycle of trying again.

Whilst I know my husband is happy to try again I can’t get him to talk about it

No one around me is getting excited or wanting to engage in conversation about the prospect of getting pregnant again.

I feel like I’m boring my mum and best friend, and my husband just avoids or shuts down the conversation

No one wants to get excited but I DO! We can’t just live in fear otherwise we won’t move on

I can just tell hes going to be a killjoy the next time we do get our bfp

Don’t know what to do :(