Mixed emotions

Erica • ❤️1/24/16 👼6/2/18 (9 week mc) ❤️3/22/21 🌈👶TTC

So I had a miscarriage in June at 9.5 weeks.... and most days I do okay.... but the days that aren’t ok are horrible. In the past 2 days I have found out that 2of my 3 brothers are gonna be dads! I am super excited and happy for them!! But at the same time my heart broke! How am I supposed to go on seeing their baby bumps and go to their baby showers and not shut down???