Depression (maybe)

I need someone’s help, advice and support. Recently I’ve been taking painkillers to sleep because I’ve been facing some woman issues, that are proving too much for my mind. I just need someone 18+ to speak to, who will be able to help me in this situation because I’m beginning to hate my life, myself and my body. I guess it’s because my body is damaged on the inside and Im unable to stop it and it’s making me insane.

I just need someone to help before I lose my mind completely