Am I pregnant or not?

So, I’m the type that’s super crazy about taking PT’s. My family thinks I’m a total nut job bc I swear, as much $ as I spend on those dang things-we could probably have enough $ to have a nice weekend vacation. But, I can’t help it! My family thinks I’m nuts!

My husband and I already have one son, his name is Beckham and he was our miracle baby❤️ he will be 1 in October.

Through the months, my period hasn’t always been normal, but, I finally got it on track and I’ve followed every step this time to make sure I get pregnant. All the way down to having sex on my ovulation days, eating healthier, exercising, trying to stay busy. And here I am, 2 DAYS passed my period. I’m late! So, I go to the store and by 3 boxes of tests(2 of the cheap 88¢ and a pink one that has two tests in it).

So I take my morning pee, as they all start to process-I get nothing. No positive!!! So I’m scratching my head, asking my girl friends like what in the world is going on here. So theysaid to wait a few more days. So after getting home and telling my husband the news, I rush to the bathroom and feel warmth. I started.

So I’m completely devestated. I start crying and my husband holds me and tells me everything’s okay-we will try again next month. Well a few hours later, and lots of tears and prayers-I stop bleeding completely and my wipe is clear? What could this mean? Is there a chance I could still be carrying? Was it implantation? I have no idea. What do y’all think?