Sweep...

So I’m 38+2 just had my visit and she did a membrane sweep, she said she’s surprised I’m still pregnant this being my 4th child, She said if I don’t go into labor myself this week I’ll be induced next week on Tuesday, then she begins to tell me she’s going on vacation this Thursday and she prob won’t be delivering my baby, I got so upset because I love her she the best dr ever, and now I’ll have to have one of her partners deliver my baby which is fine but I would much rather have someone I’m comfortable with and she delivered all my other kids!!! So I’m just praying I go into labor this week myself!!! Hoping this sweep does something at the moment I’m 2cm and 50% effaced. Anyone else going through the same thing here?? Need some friends to go through this with or talk to!